THIS IS FUCKING TERRIFYING. 

I’m only reblogging to say that it pisses me off for this to come up on my dash. Now i screamed, had to walk away from the computer and take deep breaths. Its bad enough when i have to try to prepare myself for seeing one but its a whole other thing to catch me off guard and i know its nobodys fault but it ruins my night and i cant deal with it. I deal with this fear all the time it controls my life its bad enough i can not go outside my own house or go to the zoo or park or do ANYTHING outdoors i am a hermit or any place with greenery because i will start crying and throwing up if i see one but in my own house i do not think i should have to deal with it. It isnt right that i am the only one who has this fear.